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It was naïve of me, before and during pregnancy, to think
what work really could be with a tiny tot. Everyone kept saying ‘once the baby
arrives, you would be very busy’. I would be bewildered, trying to imagine
changing nappies and feeding really should not be that much work. As I said, I
was naïve!
Perhaps only a mother understands the fact truly well that
motherhood can be overwhelming. I have been on my own, with some help from dear
husband in the evenings and the weekends, since the time my baby completed 2
months. Right from giving him massage three times a day, giving him bath (very
difficult initially) to feeding him every 2 hours, from walking him around to
sleep to changing nappies, with the fact that my body had gone through the
process of child birth not too long ago; overwhelming seemed an understatement.
At every stage you feel, may be it would be better when he
grows up a little more, but really the challenges and the work increases. As my
friend pointed out, “pregnancy was really like being in Kindergarten” when
compared to what lies ahead. Challenges are galore but there is not another
vocation which is as blissful and as important.
Here are few things to deal with those tough times:
This too shall pass: Colic, waking up every 2 hours during
night, baby’s sleep problems, breastfeeding issues, your own sleep deprivation
and worse, if somebody falls ill in the family; such times can be frustrating
and full of anxiety. Always keep this in mind that no matter what the issue is
at that moment, it will be sorted sooner or later. So keep your patience.
Babies grow up very fast: When problems such as the ones
discussed above make you miserable, remember that babies grow up very fast.
These problems look huge at that moment but later on you would regret if you
did not handle it properly. You will regret losing your cool, because babies
will soon grow up and you would only have memories of those times. So why not
make them good!
Take whatever help is at hand without feeling guilty: Accept
help from whichever quarter it is coming, husband, family, parents, in-laws,
domestic help, etc. You will not be able to do everything yourself. It is harsh
to expect so much from yourself. Decide what you must do, and delegate others. I
knew, I wanted to handle all baby related work myself, so I hired a cook for
cooking our meals. I can therefore focus on my child and with cooking work out
of my way, I have the patience and energy to be on my toes with my baby.
One day at a time: Live in the moment and do not worry about
the future. You can deal with one single day no matter how tough it is; can’t
you? So just deal with one day at a time, and always think every mother goes
through these things, and comes out wiser. Enjoy the experience.
Read the book ‘What Mothers Do: Especially When it LooksLike Nothing’ by Naomi Stadlen: As a new mother, did it happen to you too that
when somebody asked what do you do the whole day, you would say nothing really?
This book made me realize as a mother how much we really do as mothers. No
matter what we are doing, we drop off and run towards our baby when we hear him
crying. We forget about deep slumber and outing with friends. Right from
bathing, giving massages, feeding at least 8-12 times during the day (which can
be back breaking), changing nappies, taking for strolls and putting to sleep
are just few basic things we do, apart from thinking about their well being and
how to be a better mother all the time. If you can, do read the book. It will
make you feel good about what you do!
Having said that, I must concede that motherhood is a tough
job but it has the best incentives in the world. The joy of seeing your baby’s
face light up on looking at you is unparalleled. The bond which you share with
your baby is always the most special and pure.
Despite all the challenges a mother faces every single day,
she would not like to have it any other way.
